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For the second novella of utter speculation we at Speculation Publications have decided on a brilliant lo-fi, queer, weird fiction novella in the vein of "I saw the tv glow" about the urban legends of the Polybius arcade cabinet and the men in black titled "Loading...the maching child." I'll let TT tell you about it...
Letter from TT Madden, Author of.... LOADING...THE MACHINE CHILD
Dear Readers,
The Utter Speculation series speculates about what is behind real mysteries and legends. The stories can be based on facts or complete fiction. They can be rooted in real world explanations or supernatural causes, but they need to answer the question, "what causes this?"
I've always loved urban legends, and I've always loved video games (I may have another unannounced video game-related book coming out in 2026…) so Polybius made perfect sense, and I started thinking about how I could explain the truth behind an arcade cabinet showing up for a month in Portland in 1981 and somehow driving people insane.
But there is a point where once the mystery is solved, it isn't so special anymore.
Which is where I think this book kind of cheats. Yes, by the end you'll figure out who was behind the creation of this arcade cabinet and why, but my hope is that you'll close the book still intrigued, still wondering, that what you read will spawn questions of your own.
Now, obviously I won't give away the whole game here, but there were a few things I deliberately attempted to do with this story. Some were practical, like writing a story with less overt horror and gore so that my family members could actually read my writing. Like eliminating much of what I termed "stage direction" that was in my previous books; there always being something happening right in front of the readers' eyes as if it were a screen, and to have more happen internally. Writing in first person. Ways to challenge myself as a writer.
But on another level, I wanted to write a story that said something without saying it, something that followed emotional logic over literal logic (though, don't worry, it's not as overtly Surrealist as some of my other work). Something that was about art and people's reactions to it.
So I hope LOADING…THE MACHINE CHILD affects you, stays with you the way a great game can.
—TT Madden
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